lost yet don't wanna be found...

I was trying to find myself , and then i got lost , kept on wondering, been here ,there everywhere.Surrounded by people yet always felt alone, trying to to find a place away from home.Its been many worlds, talking to myself forever , a weird little world of my own.Wonder and wonder all day and night , weeks n months n years go by,yet where is my mind??? a mystery yet to be solved , a question left untold, i, me ,myself .. i think therefore i am, a reality of nonsense, my mind races even when i sleep, and dreams and real, do make believe ,, weirder be none other , a shot of smoke , a noid notion , a walk in the delirium dimension..high and at large, lost yet don't wanna be found...